Two more months and I'm off parole and I'm getting the fuck out if this town and state and I will die before I come back here to live. I've been out since February and I'm not perfect but nobody is. I've done alot of good shit for people who I thought were my friends and appreciated it. Some were people I've known for 30 yrs. What happened? Everyone has fucked me over. They stole from me or two cases where I had a girlfriend and treated both of these dope whores like queens cause I did catch feelings and with my last girlfriend here recently we were talking about marriage and all that then went from that to the crazy snitching bitch throwing my coat and stuff out on to dog shit on thanksgiving day after a gave her great oral pleasure but wasn't able at that time to stand to attention so to speak. Anyways she immediately blocks me on Facebook and I'm not going to lie I went home and cried damn near all night cause I loved her. Well God works in great ways. Turns out she lied to me and said her ex husband beat on her everyday and that she never cheated on him. Well she lied and she even admitted last weekend she lied but it was none my business. Well bitch yes it is my business when you lie about it to me. Then she goes as far as to have a cop call me to tell me to stop texting her. What? Are you kidding me and he even laughed about it. I mean there was no threats made at all. We both said hurtful things to each other but couples do that some in a argument. I mean this girl is on house arrest and I only got see her maybe twice a week. We hardly got any alone time which meant not much sex but I would have waited forever cause I loved her. I got laid more when I was single. Its not about that to me though. For the first time I felt like I really had the one I was going to marry. LMAO!!! Well her own daughter told me how she never seen her dad hit her mom but seen her mom hit her dad with a bat 3 times. That's crazy and that's why I say God looking out for me which I hope he forgives me for my foul language but there may be a little more by the time I'm done with this. Next off, she says that my ex before her whom turns out to be a good friend of hers which don't surprise me cause they both are nothing but snitching ass dope whores, but she told the girl that just split up that I stalked her. LMAO! Please bitch! I had to block 3 phone numbers and block you on Facebook cause your crazy ass kept sending me request on coin master or some shit. I don't need to stalk no split tail. I have no problems getting women but I don't like living that way. I want to be in true live and get married and gave a family life and clean life and I will gave that some day and I'm still clean and will remain clean so you whores can keep calling coos and parole all you want cause I'm not doing shit wrong. I wake up yesterday to my PO asking me about her and threatening me with jail. Lmao! I'm like wtf for? No threats were made so wtf can you put me in jail for? Oh well, I only have 2 months left and that's with back up time and all. I just did 5 yrs wtf is 2 months? I just want people to know who know me and read this I'm not talking about the mother of my daughter. Shit she is a whole other story. Wow! The thing is I've done nothing wrong but fall in love with yet again another snitching crazy ass ex dope whore and she does all this to me and I swear I lived her and treated her great. I have a few insecurities from past relationships and we had a few little spats about nothing but it was stuff simple stuff we were working on cause she had them to, but not as bad or maybe it just a way for her lie to show more. If she was so mistreated then why wouldn't it be ok for me to have insecurities but ok for her? I'm sorry but I had to get this off my chest cause fucking sick of these fake bitches trying to make themselves out to be a victim when they are are just fucking brain fried from years of whoring themselves for dope. Your loss bitches not mine I guarantee that cause ladies if you have my heart, you have all if me all the time and nobody else can come near me cause I treat ya like a lady and a queen. Stop calling my po and telling him lies on me. Stop snitching or trying to snitch you stupid whores. I would never have posted this but you play your cop games and I don't play games. I put the truth out there. No names either cause ones close to me know who I'm talking about here. wedding wears for busty women